bestie best ever

hye, hppy saturday guys !
actually malam tadi mcm sentap sikit. nk layan emosi ni lagi.
and aku decided utk tanya benda ni dekat ezaidee. even aku pon tgh beremosi dgn dia.
sampaiikan tk reply ws dia mlm tadi. tapi disebabkan aku fikir yg aku pon takk de sesapa
lagi selain dia. so aku just go on tnyekan soalan dkt dia.

ego or kawan mana yg akan awak pilih ?

and dia pon jwb KAWAN.
dia cakap, "ego tkk dee masa kita susah" ..


betul cakap ezaidee. dia siap berpesan " satu benda yg saya nkk awk egt sampai bila bila,
kwn susah nakk cari, ego mmg sentiasa ada. kitaa jee yg boleh mengawalnyee ".

terus akuu bangun dari katil cuci muka, siap siap turun makan dgn bebudak nii.
betul jgk cakap dia tuuu.

disebabkan tuu jgk aku decided nkk jadi kan bestie best ever aku. bkn nyee semata mataa jadi
teman lelaki akuu jee. untug dia seorang yg matang. so aku rasa mcm tgh share masalah dgn kwn sendiri. daa tk dee malu apa daa aku dgn dia nii. mungkin aku makin selesa kot dgn dia.

bahagia, yes . makin bahagia ! berbunga bunga tuuu tkyh cite laa kan. hahahahaha
idk, how much i miss him. idk how long we can be together. idk how much we love each other. but i just realize tht i wnt he stay in my life till the end . thts all.

now, i hve a new friend . male . and actually he is my special friend . like boyfriend. but, idk why he is diffrent wth another guy tht i know . he is not trying his best for protect our relationshp . and sometimes like im in more wth us . idk about his feeling . idk if his really srious wth our relay or just wnt to plying my heart . idk !! and this is reasons why im start upload my pcture wth hisyam. and yes, he is my ex boyfriend . and my first love ! and im confuse, cause he is not angry and so on. dont no. and i think i dont to take serious wth our relay and mybe just follow the flow. mugkin jgk, if ada someone else yg lagi take srious dgn aku and aku akn go on jee la. yes i know, ini bru permulaan. nvr mind, just forget it. hati aku pon da hambar dgn relay ni. silap arr kalau dia fkir aku nk terkejar kejar. cause i wll do wht he hve done do . thts me 

im back !!

hye hello

hello 2016. and now im in UMT (university malaysia terengganu). time is running fast.  now im 21 years old. owhhhh no ! tua right ? yes, i thing so. sorry if my spelig and my sentence is wrong. but im trying my best to improve my english. thts why im started writing near here. just help me, dont laught!! pls pls pls pls ... hmmm i think i should post my pic cause this is two ziro one six and of coz hve many diffrent right . hahahahahaha (wlpon my ketinggian masa ditakat lama).and im also wnt to look like another else. but cant.